Sunday, May 2, 2010

This isn't my first attempt at a blog and something tells me it won't be the last. I think part of the reason why I decide to do these things is because sometimes there are some things you just can't talk about. You have these thoughts running through your head at the speed of light and you either need to put them down somewhere, or you want to talk to someone about them, but for whatever reason you find yourself unable to do so.

I think the one big thing I want to throw out there is that I am finding myself increasingly bored with my life. Day in and day out, I do pretty much the same thing. I wake up, get dressed, go to work or school, do my thing there, and come home. Now, there is nothing wrong with stability, but sometimes falling into a stable routine can be just as damaging as being in uncertainty.

This isn't the first time I find myself here: in fact, it seems like I keep coming back to this place, and it usually tends to occur during the warmer months. Maybe I feel that with every Spring I need to undergo some sort of reawakening as well. Who knows.

Graduating from college (again) is starting to evoke some of the same feelings it did last time. There is a sense of sadness at the closing of one phase of my life, however I am in a better place this time than I was the last time I graduated. I have a full-time job and a plan of where I am going next.

I'm sure I'll write more later...

1 comment:

  1. I know exactly how you feel. I tend to feel the same malaise from time to time.

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